the depression

17 years has passed,
those happy days never seem to last.
As time flies so fast,
now the future is going to be my past

Never thought u would break my heart,
But u were the one who aimed it with a dart.
This is how selfish people can be,
they break a glass and leave it be.

If only they knew what went wrong,
if they only knew the meaning of the song.
Fuck them all ur fucking lies,
all i heard was ur damn cries.

i lost myself becuz of you,
i lost my trust becuz i know it isnt true.
Suicide could haf eneded my life,
Bt someone stopped me and turned on the lights.

now everything's a mess,
i cant get this hate of my chest.
handful of anger grabbing u by the neck,
dont come back to me and beg,beg,beg....

A Suicidal Dream

tonight tonight,
as i hold my pistol tight,
thinking of what to say,
what to do.
will i live to see another day,
or maybe even two.

A night full of alcohol,
running through my veins.
burning flames of my heart,
burning all the pain..

thinking of tomorrow,
maybe not today,
thinking of my sorrow,
maybe for anoher day.

should i pull the trigger,
should i even bother?
IF life was a little better ,
maybe i will re-consider..

we all got left behind,
we were all fooled by the sign.
On this day,
a suicidal dreamer is born,
who's life was torn..
And will always be gone....
forever.....